But i had no confidant; i had been neither taught nor warned; i was inexperienced and unsuspecting. I rushed to meet my fate. 可我身边没有别人，我没法向别人诉说我的心事，没有人指点我、提醒我，我毫无阅历，毫无思想准备：我一头栽进我的命运，就像跌进一个深渊。